This is your life. Are you who you want to be?

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I wish I had a friend to talk to about everything thats been happening, Ive just made so many horrible choices

I haven't created a set in ages, I don't even know if people make sets like this anymore, but as always, this is just a way for me to express my feelings. Life is getting way complicated right now, and I wish I could write specifics, but I could lose my job. I would really just like to escape to a place like Narnia or Wonderland and just live there.

Bang. I'm back.

Haven't been making sets lately, haven't really had the time, but I miss it like crazy. Life was starting to get pretty depressing. So I made the dificult decision of going back on prozac. Why am I telling you this? Well, in all honesty I like the people on polyvore better than all my friends on facebook or twitter. I think some of you know more about me than my best friends, isn't that sad? Well anyway, I feel like a failure going on anti depressants again, to tell you the truth, I know that's not how I'm supposed to look at it, it's perfectly normal, a chemical imbalance, dosn't mean I'm crazy, blah, blah, blah...I just want to feel happy again. I want to create again. Finally let go of the past and move on with my life. In other news, a boy who broke up with me in november and inspired some very depressing "Dear Jon" sets texted me a few days ago. It was like one of those movie moments where the guy you thought was perfect for you in the begining of the movie comes back at the end of the movie after breaking your heart and realizing he made a mistake and you were the perfect girl all along. But then you realize that if he was the perfect guy he wouldn't have abandoned you in the first place, and you're finnaly over him. And then you end up with the real perfect guy who never let you down to begin with, because he's your best friend. And you're laying with the perfect guy in bed and realize you've never been more in love. And then the movie ends. That's what it was like, except slightly less dramatic and movieish. So that's it, that's what's new.